1. Where am I...?

Do you know the feeling...

... of being lost?
... of crying for no apparent reason?
... of thinking you wouldn't be missed?
... of not wanting to get out of bed?
... of not wanting to talk to anyone?
... of not caring?
... of not even putting on "the face" for others?
... of still not being noticed?
... of being invisible?
... of drowning?
... of not being able to sleep yet you could sleep forever?
... of telling yourself to grow the f*ck up and stop pitying yourself?

But do you? Do you stop pitying yourself? Can you?
Is it really self pity? Or do I have a real problem?
What if I do?

Why can't I just stand up and say "I NEED HELP"?











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