“When I’m not with her, I wish she were there. When I am with her, I want that moment to last forever.”
Okay, you might, have guessed, it. I have a boyfriend.
After breaking up with my ex in beginning of 2012, I've been single since. There were a few guys I liked in the mean time.
- In Fall of 2012 I was ready to fall in love with a guy from England, but then his life fell appart and he lived too far away to make it work.
- In 2015 I was on exchange in the US and dated this guy and I left the lead to him. He started holding my hand and kissing me in public, so I went along. When I told him, I wouldn't sleep with him right away, he seemed totally fine with him. But he completely drew back after two weeks and told me, he didn't want a relationship at the moment.
- In 2018 I met this really great guy but he ended up not wanting a relationship but only something casual and since I was about to move away so I didn't want to force anything.
- In 2020 I met someone online during COVID. We messaged back and forth for a long time and things were good but we never ended up meeting because in the beginning we were both careful and in the end he realized he wasn't ready for something real and that was okay.
- In 2022 I went out with another guy I met online and he seemed great. I should have noticed the red flags at the first date but at least I noticed them on date two, so I broke it off. (I won't talk about that now, I might share them some other time.)
I'ts fine, we just weren't a fit. I also wasn't particularly heartbroken about any of them. Sad, yes, but definitely not heartbroken. I'd rather be by myself than with someone who's not a good fit.
“When I’m not with her, I wish she were there. When I am with her, I want that moment to last forever.”
But now I met someone, I'll call him Matt. And I think I found my missing piece. He's amazing and I love him. I haven't told him yet, but I know for sure!
The other day I read the Twisted series, and it sucked, but I love this quote. When I'm not with Matt, I wish he was with me. When I am with him, I want the moment to last forever.
©Mizz
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